Thursday 10 October 2013

Nothing says happiness like..........




  1. Having continental breakfast in school with your best friends.Yeah those weekends you wake up at 11am..listen to Rickdees as you prepare some awesome breakfast.
  2. Playing that one instrument you love most..sing your heart to that favorite song until you go short of saliva.
  3. Having someone realise they wronged you and blamed you but later they
    come out and apologise
  4. Getting to an exam room and you realize you know answers to all questions but you have to make choices.Best feeling ever in my school life.
  5. Reading someone's mind and laughing quietly to yourself when they lie to you and yet you know the truth.
  6. Flirting with the cutest guy on the streets
  7. Making people around you happy
  8. Bringing peace..yeah you know that thing that involves being a Koffi Annan,it is the one im talking about.
  9. A glass of cocopine or lemon savanna juice on a hot afternoon.
  10. A plate of pork and ugali prepared with hostess maize flour...ok as far food is concerned pilau always does it for me too...oh and I cant forget chapos.....and there's something about my mama's chapos...sweetest ever.
  11. Knowing you have put someone in a dilemma.I wont give details on that.
  12. Talking about God with your friends and it doesnt feel wrong
  13. Singing to gospel hymns and feel the spirit of God just descending..it is a great feeling.
  14. Knowing you have changed someone's life in a positive way...i am proud of me.
  15. Praying and God answers pap...........God is just great.
  16. Being a child of God...that is all it takes to feel the rest you know
I hope you also have things that make you happy...share.

LET GO

I am strong because I know my weakness. 
 I am beautiful because I see my flaws.  
I am a lover because I have felt hate.
 I am fearless because I have been afraid.
 I am wise because I have been foolish.
 And I can laugh because I have known sadness~ The greatest danger for most of us is not that our aim is too high and we miss it but that it is too low and we reach it. 
 Rise in the morning with the spirit you had known in your childhood. That spirit of eagerness and adventure and certainty.  
At the end of the day when I crawl into bed and all the lights go out, my thoughts can finally rise to the surface. 
Yes, I’m a little bruised, slightly broken, and permanently scarred but I’m still here ain’t I? I’m still fighting, I’m still waking up everyday to go through it all over again. 
This life may be hard as hell but It’s still a gift and I’m going to live every moment of it~ If you have been holding on to many unnecessary people, let them go.  
If you have been clinging on to some old memories for too long, let the past go.  

If you have been holding on to a bad partner hoping that they will change some day, let them go.

 If you have been haunted and bound by past mistakes, it’s time to let them go.
  
If you have been holding on to hate, regret or old grudges, let that drama go.

 If you have been afraid and stopping yourself from being who you truly are for too long, let all that self-doubt go. 

If you have been insecure of your abilities and afraid to take risks for too long, let go of the loser mentality. 

 It’s time to let it all go and prepare your soul for a new life that is waiting for you.

IT'S FAR FROM OVER



When I thought of this title,i had something else in mind to write about.However my wandering amazing mind thought of something more interesting almost instantly,i bet I should listen to that inner voice.

It tells me I really need to address this.Ok lemie stop keeping ypu waiting...its about break ups!Enhe those that last an hour,a day,a week,a month,years but do turn into make ups.

Yeah....if you fight,go quiet on each for 2weeks then either of you decides to text the other,it's far from over.

If you fight,block their number,two days later you unblock and text them it's far from over.

If you got into another relationship immediately you broke then you keep telling him/her you miss them,it's far from over.

If you ask him/her means of how to leave the one you are coz you are not happy...well need I say?it is far over.

If you admit that you wont mind kissing her when you two are alone somewhere private....well my friend.....it is freaking far from over.

If you ask her/him to tell your parents something you need coz you believe they do it well.............let me remind you it is far from over.

If you get jealous when they choose to move on...ok go stop them..pull a Chad Krouger,cry,hug tightly,kiss,go on your knees say you're sorry take them back coz that will be way far from over.

When you dont tell the concernerd parties that you two are no more,it becomes a private affair...and that shows it's far over.

Okay this is a poem maybe.....i aint sure or I can transform it into a song....after all I am an aspiring singer song writer.
Light shed I bet...even my piece here is far from over coz there's much I can say.

Wednesday 9 October 2013

REMEMBER SEPTEMBER




Yeah we have come  to the  end of that one month in Kenya’s history that every grown person will live to recall.
It’s  been given  names I know.Well,for me too….there was my share  of craziness.It’s the month in which studies in my final year of undergraduate reached the pic.Yeah those times you just cant afford to miss a class.Lest a Cat is forth and you act as if you were just dropped from a planet where life does not exist.
It is the month that made me wish the year could just stop so that I get to deal with all the resolutions I set in my little mind when I was engulfed with the joy of new year on that new year’s eve.

It’s the month politicians chose to turn parliament into a love circle,well that should be right I suppose.I bet you can all recall how one Millie Odhiambo,in the middle of an important motion chose to declare her love for one guy she describes as handsome,intelligent and flawless.You probably wondering who that is….its one Aden Duale.The guy is arrogant….the reaction to the issue???but am glad he did give her the benefit of admitting she’s beautiful,and that was just it.

Ok,it aint for Millie only that a cloud of some crazy illusion on love seemed to work.I too had an encounter of some guy,you don’t want to know how we got to know each other.Well after 5days,he was madly,sickly,irrevocably in love with me and was ready to marry me.Did I mention that all that time we hadn’t met?yes we hadn’t…and there he was proposing marriage.I mean my life couldn’t get any worse.

And I am working on my music career,well then I come across this group of people that believe if you want to get a heartache,just date a musician.Come on guys,I am not a heartbreaker in the making!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah it’s that month I was so psyched up for a trip to the coastal town…..thanks to the height of fake promises.I never got to leave school for Pwani.But well life goes on…I got over it and embarked on some serious stuff…like gather  material for my research project.

The other thing I got to learn is we all work to show others how good we are.Nobody wants people to have the idea of they are bad.They might be but none can accept yet…you make mistakes,you know you’re wrong but still you go out of your way trying to show why you’re not.Remember one of the terrosists in the Westgate siege tried to convince a 2yr old boy that he wasn’t a bad man?Well it is all in making it up to the other person.It haunts to know someone thinks you’re bad.Simple, why don’t you just do the right thing once and for all?

You thought im done,well here is another thing that wont go unmentioned,this is the month a fire broke out at the JKIA,the main airport in the country.And that came barely a week after the port had ran out of jet and flights had to be cancelled.Remember that is not some airstrip in BARAGOI???????????????
And just when we were about to forget this weird happenings in the country?the attack on one of the biggest malls in the capital came.Ok was it curse?And as expected..the whole thing has turned into a blame game.Commissions of inquiry have to be set to probe the issue just like it was with JKIA.Anyway may the souls of those who passed on rest in peace.
There’s much I can say about September but well I got to plan how I’ll make October a better one in my life.

For you too,you will hurt,I will hurt,Kenya will but in the end there will be beauty in all our scars.
Remember it hurts when it heals too,smile because if you ask me,il say you deserve to.Someone also tells me the difference between your struggles and opportunity is your attitude,stay positive and you will be surprised how well everything turns out.Ok I got to stop there before I turn into an ” inspirationist”.HAPPY OCTOBER GOOD PEOPLE! Remember you only live once,but if you live it right,that once is always enough.God bless you.